Rabu, 14 September 2011

kenapa harus kata?

kalo nggak usah pake ngomong
semua udah tersampaikan
asik kali ya?

nggak usah pusing mikir
kata apa
tempat mana
situasi apa
yang paling tepat

biar nggak salah paham
biar nggak salah sangka

supaya nangkepnya yang saya maksud 'ini', bukan 'itu'
padahal hati ini terus teriak 'itu'
tapi sebenernya saya diam-diam berharap
suatu saat ada yang bisa nebak
kalo maksud saya ya 'itu'

ruwet...
bingung?
apalagi saya

"sometimes words kill the real meaning of the sentence"

Jumat, 09 September 2011

they changed their mind or it just their world that change?




years ago,
she wrote that there's no thing such a 'forever after' love
that relationship is only another way to hurt people
that she believed that every single thing will over, and no exclude for love
and she was okay with the fact that she was single
and oh actually she was happy for that
but then she meet him
in all that sudden, she believe in love
and she wish for a forever lasting relationship
and suddenly feel that without him, time is killing her softly
forget that she was always fine to be alone before 

they changed their mind or it just their world that change?

he was always a man with principle
he said he like a chubby girl
said that there is no way he is gonna date a girl without hijab
'note that!' he said to his friends to showed his sureness
but then he meet her
not only she doesn't wear hijab, her cheek is also sunken
then he said to his new girlfriend  "I like girl with sunken cheek the most"

they changed their mind or it just their world that change?


she is a stubborn girl
so stubborn that she was not even melt when those guys who tried to impress her
"I was already commited not to have a relationship until I graduated"
"I am not interested in romance right now"
"I wanna focus in my study,religion,family and life"
"I don't want a boyfriend in my age ,especially if he study in the same place as me"
these are just a few from million answers she gave to every boy who begging to be hers
but then she meet him
and suddenly her commitment, study, family and the other stuff is not really matter as it was before
she suddenly can't see that not only he is at the same age as her, he is also her college mate

they changed their mind or it just their world that change?

I  dont wanna accuse them
say they are kind of liars or what
because maybe someday I am gonna face what they had face and know what it feels like
or maybe not
well for now, all I can do is just wondering

they changed their mind or it just their world that change?